Now , i've realised....
No matter how long our friendship was , it can't be compared to her .
Blame myself fr being dumb , i always thought treating someone th best , i would get the same back .
Now then i know.....
I'm really tired , just forcing a smile out doesn't help .
I want the medicine to it , i want a real friend .
I compared Jingting to her , i prefer Jingting more .
She's the only one that can make me happy everytime .
I don't have to force it out , it's just so natural .
Being w' her , just with her , makes my day a happy one .
I meant it ,
Since you like her so much yea ? Be with her fr all i care .
I cared so much , yet this is what i got .
I inflicted my own pain , how silly.......
Just a real buddy , it's enough .
A one like Jingting .
I knew it long ago , yet i was stupid to be with her fr so long .
I only could spell hurt now.....................