Dont ever give me up , cos' you know i cant do without you .

I miss you baby...
I miss you alot...
Its been one week since we really talked , chatted.....
But everything's still th same...
I want everything back . Everything....
I went to th back of th block today .
I rmb sitting at th staircase together , hiding .
I rmb sitting at th back of th block , playing blackjack , helping me win money .
I rmb hiding at th pillar with yongliang they all .
I rmb you asking me to help you make off th white stain on th back of your shirt where you leaned against th wall .
I rmb you kissing me when sitting down resting .
I rmb you calling me joey seah pei qi and then splash th whole bottle of water aft you washed your leg .
And , i walked past 473 also .
I rmb sitting down at th semi-circle with you , drinking green tea .
I rmb you passing me your specs when you are playing hamtambolah .
I rmb singing songs together .
I rmb wearing your slippers .
I rmb you scolding rachel and she hit you , and i chased her everywhere .
I rmb you splashing water at me when th ground was wet with puddles of water .
I rmb running to mamashop to buy you a bottle of water with tissues when you opened th mangosteen fr ben and dirtied your hands .
I rmb you helping me put on my hairband fr me .
I rmb snatching tidbits with you in th playground .
I rmb you kissing me goodbye when you'r going with lan with kenneth .
I rmb you telling kenneth to say i'm chio in th wallpaper on your phone .
I rmb you cycling me on Marcus's bike and claimed that i'm heavy making your muscles ache .
I rmb sitting down with you at th staircase at 476 aft riding so long .
I rmb you asking me to give you a kiss fr riding me .
I rmb sitting down on th bench at 473 downstairs with you looking at me with those affectionate eyes .
I rmb you playing soccer with ben they all , and ask me to buy fr you a can of coke to burst it .
I rmb walking to take money from your mum before going to tuition .
I rmb you waited fr me when fe's mum was talking to me .
I rmb you waiting fr me and send me home aft school .
I rmb cooking chicken burger fr you but you said you wanna sleep .
I rmb boarding th bus to fetch my bro aft having lunch at hub .
I rmb those jokes you told me and my bro .
I rmb you tickling me and hold me tight when i hit you at park mac .
I rmb going to library with you studying .
I rmb spilling my icemocha at th library and made you clean my whole bag , and your whole shirt was of coffee smell .
I rmb you hightlighting those points in my compo in mac .
I rmb you spitting ice on me before tuition .
I rmb taking new pictures in mac , and requested fr a nicer one .
I rmb eating spicy snack wrap with you and you feeding me .
I rmb you helping me wipe off th sauce on my mouth .
I rmb swoping earpieces with you and until now , i'm still taking yours .
I rmb you complaining about how early it was to go mac every sat .
I rmb you saying i'm fat and my tummy comes out alr .
I rmb feeding you gogo chicken balls at hub .
I rmb watching movie with you and you would always hug me or sleep on my shoulder or lap .
I rmb you taking my cardi to hide when we watched drag me to hell .
I rmb you are shivering and i gave you my hoodies but you gave it to me instead , scared i cold .
I rmb sharing th hoodies with you watching harrypotter .
I rmb smelling your shirt whenever i see you like a drug addict .
I rmb holding your hands and you would play with my fingers .
I rmb playing those childish stuffs at arcade and laugh like mad .
I rmb waiting fr your turn to play maximum tune and you asked me to sit down in case my legs were tired . But i dint sit , still hugging you .
I rmb you taking my money to eat .
I rmb choosing what to eat and we both wanted th same food .
I rmb walking arnd fairprice fr my chocolates before th movie starts .
I rmb going to amk cc with your friends .
I rmb they calling me da sao and you helped me said guai .
I rmb playing pool with you and end up playing yourself .
I rmb how we laughed at your friend's talking .
I rmb your friend asking whether i'm your girlf or sister , and you would put your hand on my shoulder , asking him does sitting like that look like your sister .
I rmb eating chicken rice with kelvan .
I rmb you asking me to buy jelly longan fr you aft eating .
I rmb you telling me kelvan wants one share too , but you said no , he said shareshare , you said girlf cannot share one .
I rmb asking you whether you could go to my chalet and you asking me to ask my mum first .
I rmb you telling me you are gonna buy an LV bag fr me as b'day present and must start saving up alr .
I rmb you sending me to bus-stop before going to Singapore Indoor Stadium to see Kobe Bryant .

I rmb everything when we'r together .
And that makes me miss you even more .
Baby , i know you cant see my blog as it's privated .
But to let you know , you'r th only guy which made me fall so hard fr , and th first boyf i ever had .
Those sweet words you always say , i want it back .
I want everything to be th same like before .
Just gimme a chance .
I sweared i'd never let you go , and i MEAN it .
I'm serious .
We've been together fr so long , those up and downs , were never easy .
But as you've seen , we passed th test set fr us , isnt it ?
I know th road ahead isnt easy , so i need you to hold my hand and walk with me .
I cant afford to lose you baby , you know that .
You have alr been th most important person in my life .
So , dont go away .
I know you would be there fr me everytime i needed you .
Always hearing you tell me that i'm alr very perfect in your heart , i hope i really are that perfect .
But comparing me to you , you won .
I'm not that good as you , really .
I know saying this now may not be a help , may not even help .
But still , it's from th bottom of my heart .
I'm praying everyday that we will be fine .
Maybe this is an test fr us , so dont fail it baby .
I'm holding on to whatever i can now , so must you . Fr th sake of our relationship .
Smile , i love to see you smile .
Iloveyou , always .