This is my 100th post (:
Okay , so basically , now my life sucks .
Those who are close , knows why .
Oh maybe , even from my blog , everyone knows whats happening .
Tell me , is this fair ?
I always went to people's blog and see that their mum keeps them at home , and they cant do anything .
Then i was thinking , i was blessed .
With sucha good boyf , and family .
Now i guess that family part doesnt count anym .
I felt noone in th family cared fr me , maybe my dad .
I want to leave this house , badly...
I want my freedom , i want everything back .
I want th happiness that i'd in th past .
I'm unable to do anything within my control now , nothing .
She forbids me to do this/that , and keeps me at home everyday .
I would really die like that .
And i would die without baby...
I havent saw him fr th past few days , there's alot of things i wna tell him .
But do i have a chance ?
Whenever i couldnt see him just fr a day , i start to think worse , and i miss him badly...
I know how you feel baby , i'm equally like you .
I miss you , i really do.....
I dont want us to drift...

Chalet , i dont wanna have it .
Without baby , i rather cancel th whole thing...
And i mean it .
Let's see how first .

I'm now trying to be a good girl , and i hope that would work .
God , i believe in you .
Help me fr this once...