I always knew why , so i'm here still holding on .

He-lloo .
Ytd morning , dearest made me wait so long agn .
Nevermind , i'm nice .
I read my book , BreakingDawn .
But surprisingly , i wasnt that interested .
Maybe 'cos i was restless , beats me .
Starting of th day , english was first .
Did some informal letter format agn , and i think thats all .
Then had lit .
MrChen read mine , and said it was good .
Ohyea , i love lit . I'm so gonna take it in sec3 . Awww (:
Recess was next .
Ate rice with my chili fishcake with an egg . Yumz .
Physics , first thing of th lesson was scoldings from MsChng .
Complaining about our behaviour as 1E1 .
Ohcomeon , 1e1 .
So what if its 1e1 ?
That doesnt means that 1e1 should be th best of all .
I know , we had th top T-score fr th whole sec1 .
But so what ?
A class needs all hands to clap kay .
It applies fr all , and , everyone's character is different .
This is SGS , lousiest school of all .
So why should y'all be so mindful of it ?
Tsk , i detest those 'chers who always claim 1e1 have to be like blablabla .
Bull-shits kay .
We are human beings , we do make noise .
So , shutup .
You have no rights to say we are just th same as 1t1 .
We are plainly just noisy , but , look at all our overall .
Please , dont judge a book by its cover .
Although we may be naughty and noisy , we still studies .
Use your brains to think kkkkkkz .
Copied some notes down fr that lesson .

Art was next .
MrNicholas demonstrated th art we had to do .
Shannon and co. was basically , horny i say .
Every single sentence MrNicholas said , they would think it otherwise .
Cant stand them .
My artwork was alright , so went to put it in th room .
H.E , did agar-agar with Joanna .
We were laughing all th way , and , i swear i'm never going to make jellies anym .
Its like , eeee .
Th smell's so strong .
And hor , nobody wants to eat it .
Grrr , qi si wo le .
Next time eat myself , hmph . Dont appreciate my food . Bleeeeeeah :P

Aft school , mum fetched me and dearest to hub fr pepperlunch and to do my spects .
Finished eating , mum went first to do smth , so me and dearest went to walk .
Were chatting about peoples , and some " our stuffs " .
Ohyea , great with her .
At least she's someone who doesnt betray her friends , thats what i want in my friends .
So , mum came , and went off with her to 453 to look fr her friend thats working in a spectacle shop as there sell cheaper .
Dearest went to find her sis afterwhich .
So , found a suitable one fr me , bought it , waited fr th uncle to finish adjusting .
Then off to fetch my bro .
Home at 6 .

Today , was quite sleepy .
Dearest came early today , so chatted and went to class .
First was chinese .
Nothing much happened , just MsHuang going thru th powerpoint slides .
And i tell you , she's so bloody cute lah .
Damn dramatic can .
Geo , copied notes fr EOY .
Dont wna fail agn , must get better marks .
Recess , ate th same food as ytd .
Physics , MsChng gave out worksheets , and showed us some videos that are somekind of idiot ?
I mean , retarded . Yea . But hilarious .
Hmk was given too .
Maths , did angles test .
Easy , i say .
Eng , group work .
Dint managed to complete it , so continuing tmr i guess .
VCE , last .
Ah , that funny .
We were playing a game , sorta game like , Q&A one .
Then damn funny lah , MsNur interested in sex .
Like omg , hahaha .
And so many crazy crazy things .
Haha , being in 1e1 , can make you crazy . Really (:

Slacked alwhile aft school .
Actually thought of going to see th interhouse , but was feeling shag .
So , aiya , went home alone while th rest went to watch .
So back at 3+ .

This few days , i felt that as if everyone is drifting apart .
That includes everyone of mine .
Like something is sucking them away , you know ?
Thought of that makes me wna run away from that thought .
You know i'm not strong .
Esp to baby , i'm not strong enough to face this fucking world without you .
And yea , it seems like y'all dont know or smth .
Whatever , i'm tired of it .
Treating whichever one good , th other side would be like blaming or whatsoever .
Fml , i dont want this to happen .
Dont leave me , esp bi .
Cant go on without you , you know that .
Meloveyou .