Dont wanna let go .

Hi people , my eyes are fucking itchy now .
I dno why , but it itches alot , fucking irratating . Ahhhhhh , buey tahan .
Okay , to update y'all about today , here goes it .
May be short , but who cares .

Went out of th house at arnd 12.30 .
Went to bus-stop to wait fr bus to come .
I saw baby at th trafficlight..
Yea , im supposed to be happy , but suddenly i just felt so down .
Boarded th bus and things ran thru my mind like never ending .
I thought that he might think i dint care anym , maybe..
I dno , i wanted to throw everything away at th moment .
But it just came to me..
No matter what it is , i just love you still .

Reached there at 1 , saw Joie and waited alwhile fr yufeng to come .
Then she came and we went to NewYork to eat .
I shared terriyaki chicken with yufeng and joie ate one big chicken on her own .
Aft lunch , we got candyfloss , haha (:
Then went minitoons to look fr joie's cousin's present , bought and wrapped , and we went to buy our tickets and popcorn .
Watched th movie , Sister's keeper as recommended by charyl .
Quite nice and touching , but she still died afterall .
That show made me scared of death now , althought i dont wna die so early .
But yea , everyone will die oneday , including me .
We just dno when we are supposed to go .
One day if i really die , what will happen ? Hai .

Movie ended at 4.40 .
Walked arnd , sent yufeng to bus-stop .
Waited fr her bus to go and went to taxi-stand fr cab .
Saw kahyi and her reaction upon seeing me was like , i dno how to describe .
She just keep looking back . Hah .
Cabbed home with joie .
Alighted and went back .
Suddenly i walked to th place we always played together .
I always dont bear to leave here cos it holds many memories we once had tgt .
I went there quite a number of times , and i missed th past..
And i just missed you..