Those broken pieces shattered .

Hello people .
School was fine ytd .
Suddenly got so down in th morning that i dont wanna talk to anyone .
Then slowly i got alil better .
School ended at 12.40 .
Texted dearest baby and met him at our voiddeck .
Slacked tgt and he ah .
15years old chiong label , haolian :B
Say next year first one watch Nc16 show , haolian la <:
Then went home at 2+ .
Watched autumn concerto agn , and its awesome ttm . (:
Tuition later , havent done english hmk .
Shall go mac later and eat .

I felt so disappointed when i saw th message you sent me .
I never have thought , in your heart , im just a friend that asks fr hmks , nothing else .
I thought , you knew i treated you as my one and only closest friend .
You know , your words really hurt , really left a scar there in my heart .
I dont know whether its really my problem , my fault .
But deep down , i knew , you were th only one i trusted so much .
Th one which i could confide in , th one that laughed and got crazy with me , th one that makes us so close , depending on each other . Th one that is th best to me in school , not only in school , th best friend ever .
If its really my fault , i apologise .
We really have drift , best friend .
Now you dont tell me things personal anymore , you dont share your feelings with me alr .
Tell me , im really that lousy .
I would leave , i wouldnt bug you anymore..
If thats what you want..
Going to a year being best of friends , is how we end up like this now ?
That one sentence of yours really crushed me down , right down . When you said maybe we aint that close .
Hah . Your words really hurt .
I guess i shant bother you . Until you straightened out your thoughts , and me , i really need to cool down and think agn , where did i did wrong .
Sorry , fr th last time .

I have said what i wanted to say .
If you passed by my blog , i hope you know how i feel .
In case we would really end up as , hi-bye friends .
I think i should tell you this .
All this while , you have been th one i put all my heart in treating a friend .
You are th one which have been there fr me , thru up and downs .
Hearing me rant about those bitches , hearing me pour out my thoughts and feelings to you .
Yet you still stood by me , and help me overcome those difficulties in studies .
So much i wanted to say . But i guess one word is enough to summarize everything .
Thanks .
My one and only closest friend .